not completely silent

if you stumble here(you would have to stumble, because I don’t direct anyone)….its a mess (sorta like me). I am writing constantly (in my head) but not really getting it on paper.  most of this is unedited heart thoughts and I am coming back to it (on real paper that can’t be saved on the internet) and pouring out prayers for direction (while my life runs in a hundred directions with 6 kids) for what he would have me do with the unedited story of what He has done in me and ways I have thwarted it at various turns.  be patient I am a writer who is still being edited internally